The constant pressure is on me from my parents. I just dislike the pressure they put on me because of their high expectations. I know that they want what’s best for me, but I don’t feel like it’s all the best sometimes. I always crack under pressure and just break down. The constant freaking out…
honestly, so many people think they know what going in celebrities worlds,and making judgements and opinions on those theories, when they have no clue at all. its just hilarious to me.
in other news, does anyone else feel bad for not seeing the signs of demi being close to rock bottom, and judging her for… i dont even know what. like, i know its stupid cause its not like i could have done anything, but i almost feel regretfull? which is kinda stupid cause i dont even know her. i just, feel like all the signs where there, but no one added them up when she needed them to…
but seriously, i just love them as best friends too. yknow, nick, buddy, if demis not feeling yah, then im available. ;)
nah, forget it, you just continue to move forward in the process of making babies with demi.
wait, that sounded better in my head.
effectively what im trying to say is, nick and demi need to get in the sack and BOOM! instant cuteness and happiness to make nothing hurt anymore. and also, i need a guy bestie, that isnt a total wanker. cause they’re no fun.
I was asked recently to think about what advice I would give myself 5 years ago about teenage life. Instead of myself, I thought of advice for anyone growing up. There is one important thing that you’ll need to know to survive.
You are going to fuck up. You are going to fuck up really bad. At…
so i messaged a person who i have a lot of respect for today, simply to tell him just that. y’know what? i dont even care if he replies, or thinks im a creep. just so long as he saw it, and it made him smile, even for a second. because i think everyone needs something like that. something to make them smile and think ‘hey y’know what? i have got a great laugh’ or ‘yeah, i do have a pretty killer sense of fashion’ or ‘shes right, i DO deserve to smile’. i just.. i think everyone needs something like that to remind themselves that yeah, they may not be perfect, but someone cares and they love and accept my flaws too, they love me for all of me.
if you get the time, please, let someone know that you care, and you’re thinking about them, because it could be the difference between them going to bed with a smile rather than a fresh cut. trust me, you’ll feel better for it. in a way, it helps you to heal to. and lets face it, you deserve to smile too.
You can call it pure torture Watching your every move with her Oh, just the thought of it, Knowing what goes on between you Makes me sick I should’ve noticed, I should’ve noticed When she came into the picture You were always with her And she’s not leaving.